Caged Joy

Posted in story on July 8th, 2010 by Sir Zoomer

SHE WAITED. She didn’t know exactly how long she had been waiting, because part of the time, she was sleeping, curled up on the large soft pillows within the close confines of the steel bars. Upon waking she found her mug, a glass of juice, and bread with jam on a plate, sitting within reach on a tray. She remained uncovered, because Master had not given her any blankets to use, but had made certain that the room was a comfortable temperature without a draft on her bare skin as she slept.

The soft light in the room was emanating from the lamps in two of the corners. There was no light in this room from the sun, and there was no clock here either, so she didn’t know what time of day it really was. But bread and coffee meant that it was morning. The door to the room was closed, and presumably locked as well. It was locked, not to confine her to the room, for there was no sense in that because the paddlelock was secured on the cage door already. Master kept the door locked to give her the feeling of safety and security, that no one would come barging in unless it were Master himself. His stealth was evidenced by the appearance of the still-hot coffee and breakfast placed by the cage while she slumbered. Her pussy tingled and soaked at the thought of Master delivering a tray of goodies to his slave. She nearly came at the thought of him sitting in the observation chair facing the cage while she slept, naked and exposed for his enjoyment. This is why blankets were denied.

After sitting up and adjusting her pillows, she reached through the bars for the hot mug, and considered her present position and circumstance. She settled comfortably in the cage, and her mind drifted to a time not long ago, remembering all the work Master put into training the girl. Her thighs dripped as she recalled the way Master had weaned her from her discomfort, introducing her to the previously unimaginable joy of living as a slave in a cage.

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“But Master…” she stops herself before continuing. Reluctantly yet obediently, she reaches for the pillow and moves it to the side, then slides her naked body down the bed far enough to be lying flat on her back. She takes the pillow and places it half over her face as instructed, covering her eyes and forehead. Her chin and mouth would be just visible under the pillow, had someone been anywhere nearby to see her. She adjusts the way the headset fits over her head. “I’m on my back, Master, and the pillow is over my face. I can’t see a thing,” she reports. The rhythm of her breathing quickens a bit.

Clearly, calmly, Master speaks into the headset. “Good girl,” she hears him say. She thrills at the sound of his voice, and feels her heart pumping, quickening. “Pull your hands away from your body, stretching out on the bed.” She obeys, and releases a trembling sigh as she tries to relax. She does all she can do to avoid snatching the pillow from her face. He continues to instruct her, “Now imagine I step closer to the foot of the bed, and you begin to realize that I am busy unraveling the rope that I will use to bind your ankles.” Her breathing becomes heavy in the headset. “You finally feel my fingers caress your ankle. I am looping the rope around your ankle several times and tying it securely into a knot. Then I step closer to your other ankle to do the same.”

He pauses quietly for his words to sink in. “Open your legs, girl, and extend your feet as far as they can reach to the corners of the bed.” She parts her legs obediently, feeling a surprising tingle in her thighs and burning pussy. He stops to breathe, and exhales slowly. “Now I want you to imagine the feeling of the rope around each of your ankles, and imagine me tieing the lengths of rope tightly to the lower bedposts.” As tense moments pass, only Master’s soothing voice can calm her.

The underlying fear from the overwhelming waves of claustrophobia has her in a near state of panic. “Yes, Master,” she says through tears. She lies obediently with outstretched legs and arms, waiting for Master’s next instructions.

“Good girl.”

With the help of his hypnotic voice, and the faith she puts in him, the paralytic feelings of claustrophobia triggered by placing the pillow over her eyes mercifully subside. It’s as if he knows how powerful his voice is to her in this vulnerable state of mental submission. She’s profoundly comforted because he seems to understand what she needs. Trust in him begins to build within her and gradually, she relinquishes control.

“I step up toward you, near your shoulder,” he narrates further, and she feels his presence in the room. Imagination has now become tangible.

“Raise your wrist above your head, girl, as I fasten it to the bed like your ankles.”

She grips the sheets to the side above her head with a fist.

“Now that I’ve tied one wrist to the bedpost, I walk slowly around the bed to get to the other side.” A dramatic pause follows before he continues. “I stop to check the restraints on your ankles, girl, to make sure they are holding.”

For some reason her legs aren’t responding when she thinks of moving them, as if his hands and his ropes are truly binding her to the bed.

“Raise your other wrist to the top of the bed where I will be fastening it.”

Without thinking, she does so. Her mind is blank. Her mind’s eye is vivid with his silhouette hovering over her beyond the blinding pillow covering her face.

“Relax your grip on the sheets, girl, or you’ll restrict circulation in your hands.”

How does he know? How is this happening?

Contact without touching. Touching without feeling. Binding without restraints. Her mind belongs to him.

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She put down the coffee cup. From within her very real cage, she smiled at the vivid memories. She closed her eyes and writhed lustfully, spreading her knees to rub her clit. Master was generous to allow permission for self-love and she always took advantage of that privilege.

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/// © Master Zoomer
/// “Caged Joy”
/// June 27, 2010
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His horny dirty slut

Posted in journal on June 22nd, 2010 by Sir Zoomer

My slave writes, July 8, 2009:

Lately her writings have been a little bit deep and thoughtful, she would like to hope that in some way insightful, although she is not the one to judge that! However, what all of these writings end up doing for her is increasing her awareness of her slavery, very intensely and in turn increasing her awareness of Master, and her need to make Him feel that sense of control and Dominance. That leads on to her feeling ever more aroused, wet and needing to touch herself.

Yesterday, she realised she loves being a horny slut, she revels in it. Well, to be correct she likes being Master’s horny slut. Hearing her Master utter those words – calling her ‘His horny dirty slut’ is quite something! But, she wants to be more, sometimes she wants to shock and surprise Him! Not quite sure how she can achieve that but certainly something to think about. she loves making Him hard, teasing Him, especially when He is away from home, at the coffee shop, on the street. she loves the image it conjures up. hehe. she likes being dirty and horny. she has found that in opening herself up more and more verbally has also meant that she is more comfortable on camera. More than anything her desire is to please Master and part of that is to keep Him hard. If she can do this from a distance just imagine what she can do in person! Now the pussy is very wet and aching just thinking about it, delicious.

she is antsy to be much better so she can surprise Master, so when He turns on the cam, she can be ready and naked, kneeling, open and ready for Him. That is what she needs more than anything. Or to be used as He did the other day, where she was naked, on display, pussy open and wet but not allowed to touch or play with herself and made to watch Master as He masturbated until He came. It was the ultimate feeling of being used, of being objectified so that He could have enjoyment and pleasure and oh my god did she love it. She was dripping wet, just watching Him cum it was all she could do to control herself, took lots of willpower.

Sometimes she goes on a trip in her mind, of what would be hot to do, but it may be something that she previously had reservations about because of nerves or shyness. One time last year Master mentioned about girl being on voice cumming in a group in SL – she was shocked and resistant! Now, however, she thinks it sounds very hot, performing and making her Master proud of her and that she thinks could be in any arena that Master decides upon. What a change around.

Master’s horny slut, mmmm she loves it!

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/// © Master Zoomer
/// “His horny dirty slut”
/// June 14, 2010
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Music to Master’s Ears

Posted in journal on June 20th, 2010 by Sir Zoomer

To: Master
From: girl
Subject: accomplishment
Date: 9 April, 2009

Master,

ooh this is an easy one to do….

i am ONE of Your accomplishments!

I don’t think You realise what You have done for me Master.

The difference in me is remarkable. Friends who i haven’t seen in ages can’t get over the change. Not just physically but mentally, my attitude. I last saw P and N about 9 months ago – just a little before You and i met. I walked into their house last weekend and i am not exaggerating when i say this but they just stopped and said ‘Oh my god, you look amazing’. And throughout the weekend N would just stop look at me and say ‘I can’t get over the difference in you’. They were also referring to the change in my mental attitude, everything i am doing and planning. The change isnt a co-incidence i don’t think – much of it’s down to how good You make me feel
and happy :-)

There is NO way i would be planning on going to University without your support or confidence in me. I would never have even considered it Master. You having confidence in me, constantly telling me and reminding me that You’re proud of me – that made me realise i can do this. NO-ONE has EVER made me feel like this. You being proud of me makes me proud of me too! i love that, makes me happy.

All of that adds up to a discernible difference, people can see it. It comes across in my attitude and appearance.

Plus You making me feel more comfortable about just ‘me’ – being happy in my own skin. You letting me know You are happy with Your property and love her – what that has done for my self-confidence is heaps! It still needs work i know but i am far more comfortable in being naked in front of You and that’s because YOU made me feel at ease
:-)
Pretty soon – with a bit more time and work i will be much better i promise! hehe

You helped me adjust to being a slave, guided me in this new world i found, never pushed me in one direction just let me find my way – You have and continue to be a good teacher and Master and i don’t give You enough credit for that!

Allowing me to help You too is something i love doing and the feedback, the constant feedback You give me is absolutely amazing and lifts my spirits and makes me feel wonderful about myself. Knowing i am needed and wanted and helpful is like food for my soul, it’s something i need. i get such a buzz from it. Even the times when You can figure stuff out for Yourself and just need a ’sounding board’ – that’s great for me, i am just content to be here and listen. You thank me lots and i appreciate it greatly Master!

As i am writing this i have a HUGE smile on my face. Because i realise just how much You have impacted my life, how much You complete me. Who else knows me so well, who else can tell my mood just from a few words? Who else can make me laugh so much it hurts? Who else can lift my mood when it’s very low? Who else makes me feel so alive? Sure we have a bit of a roller-coaster at the moment, but we are stronger for it i think.

I love You Master, so very much.

g
xoxoxoxo

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/// © Master Zoomer
/// “Music for Master”
/// June 11, 2010
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Sweet Massage

Posted in story on June 18th, 2010 by Sir Zoomer

She kneels on the edge of the bed, naked except for her collar, smiling at Him, aware of how tired and weary He is. He leans His head back against the headboard, sighing.

“Master” she says quietly.

“Yes, precious” He replies without opening His eyes.

“The slave thinks she may be able to help relieve some of the strain of the day with a head and neck massage. If it pleases You?” she waits for His reply.

“mmmmm that sounds perfect My slave”

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Positively Owned

Posted in journal on June 16th, 2010 by Sir Zoomer

Written by My slave, 5 July 2009

She felt an urge to write again, funny but the desire isn’t there every day, but perhaps the more she does the more she will have a need to?! Also interesting that even though she is feeling unwell somehow the writing helps focus her, makes her feel better.

Master has been wonderful, oh gosh way way more than that, so many adjectives to describe Him! During her illness she feels Him close, feels His re-assurance and His love and his care. Master always makes her feel better just by His presence, He gives her great strength and she is grateful to Him for that. Sometimes she wishes she had the vocabulary and grammar to adequately describe just how powerful her feelings are for her Master. The point she is trying to make is that love is almost too difficult to verbalise. Its an emotion, a feeling, deep within oneself. All she now knows is that He is the centre of everything, He means the world to her, she worships and loves Him with a deep intensity and it just gets stronger and stronger. All of this is possible because of Him. Because of how He is. A Master who had the capacity to make her need and want to be more and more submissive, He drew something out of her, something that had always been there, He awakened that and this girl fell in love with Him. In doing so, HE has changed her life completely, never has she felt so good or positive about herself, she is completely happy.

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Master is my purpose

Posted in journal on June 12th, 2010 by Sir Zoomer

This email was sent by My slave 13 July, 2009.

Master,

Just felt the need to put a few sentences down following on from yesterday. Hope that is ok.

Love You with such an intensity hard to put into words Master. I (am using I – ha) think that something came from yesterday, am not fully sure what except a greater understanding of what i am. There was that element of being faced with thinking she was worthless and she had to work through that, that was a totally separate facet to all of this. Almost like a red herring when looking back – cos she knows she isn’t worthless, she knows she has value, especially to her Master. But, she knows without Him she is nothing because He is everything to her. There was a lot going on in the girl’s head she thinks upon reflection, more than she thought at the time. How i fit with You. Maybe that was part of the shock? Not shock in a bad way please understand, just a dawning. That realisation and an intense realisation of her reliance on You, her dependence upon You, her trust in You. Sure, before she had always known that and when she said the words ‘Master is my purpose’ and so on, she truly meant them – yet there was some sort of awakening, dawning. This is 100%. This man has control, i have given Him control and i am happy doing that. To say that sounds like there was resistance before and it wasn’t 100%, thats not the case Master. It’s hard to explain, but it just feels like more awareness of her slavery, a deeper understanding. Hm. That this is about everything, her entire being. She gives Him everything and saying that she really truly can feel it even more. Yesterday she thinks she felt her slavery like no other day and today she feels good mentally. Hope this is making sense and not rambling?

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insignificance

Posted in journal on June 11th, 2010 by Sir Zoomer

I challenged myself to carry My slave into subspace and back again. I didn’t hold anything back, and I had a commitment to the intensity of my delivery and the content of what I said to her. I didn’t record the words that I said, but the beauty of how my words impacted her have been recorded here. I challenged her. I spoke to her as a Master should. I took her into subspace over the phone. She listened, she absorbed, she flew. Then I pulled her back and told her to write about her experience. You can understand what I said by reading her response. You can feel her emotions, and her growth.

The following is the unedited email from My slave, 12 July 2009:

Master,

she is sitting here, slowly taking in all that happened earlier, digesting it, working through it – as she always does, You know what she is like Master.

The one thing that she is full up with, brimming over with is love for her Master and He knows that, she knows too how much Master loves, cherishes and cares for His slave.

She knows Master likes to read her thoughts and it also helps her to understand herself better.

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The Letter Pee

Posted in journal on June 2nd, 2010 by Sir Zoomer

Unedited letter written by My slave, March 22, 2010:

Master

You asked me to write about why i liked and wanted to be peed on. Much is hard to verbalise, it is about feelings but i will do my best to try and get across.
I think with a lot of what feels right in kink, something just clicks. I know that we evolve and what we may have once not felt comfortable with now feels right.

I remember reading, coming across the idea of a Dom peeing on His sub in a story W/we read on literotica, way way back. You may not remember it, but this was obviously for them a big part of their scene and well planned, in as far as they drank copious amounts of water, covered the bed in plastic. So in this way the peeing was actually more deliberate, more planned (by drinking lots of water). It aroused my curiosity as i wondered how it would feel Master to have You peeing on to me – i put myself in that situation. But somehow the ‘scene’ felt too ‘contrived’. I think You know what i mean.

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third person

Posted in journal on May 11th, 2010 by Sir Zoomer

My slave is such a good girl. I’ve had nothing but a wonderful experience training her. She’s very receptive to anything I teach, and it sometimes is a challenge to stay two or three steps ahead of her. These days, I search for challenges. But when we met, I had already learned many things from my exploration of the world of BDSM or D/s. In particular, I was fascinated with how I felt when the slave would speak of herself in the third person. Of the many things I found to be arousing, I knew that this was something that would be a reminder of her position as a slave/sub, and my own as a Master/Dom. And it was something that she could be trained to do. I wanted her to do this all the time, but more importantly, I wanted her to do this naturally, without thinking. It would create a mindset, and I would know whether or not she was in “slave mode” just by listening to her. It was a speech protocol that could be used to measure her sense of submission to me at any given moment. I never reprimanded her for lack of use. Instead, I told her how arousing it is to me. I suggested that it might be arousing to her as well. She was surprised to hear this, when first introduced to the concept.

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slave to love

Posted in journal on May 9th, 2010 by Sir Zoomer

Here is her unedited email to Me from July 7, 2009:

Caring, love, tenderness, warmth, compassion – all words that perhaps those in the vanilla world wouldn’t necessarily attribute to a BDSM lifestyle. They think it’s all about whips, ropes, hard fucking and so on. Well, yes, just because a slave and Master thrive on some of that and perhaps more does not mean that such a relationship is devoid of the capacity to empathise and care. This girl’s experience is that the relationship with her Master is a complex one but at the very heart of it is pure love.

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Imagine Real

Posted in journal on May 8th, 2010 by Sir Zoomer

Here’s what we have wondered, since we’ve not been together yet…

How will she respond when I tell her to do something extreme in an ordinary context? How will I hold myself as her Master? Will I dare to give her those instructions?

We fantasize about meeting at the airport. I imagine her arrival exactly like I wrote in “Descent.” What follows that is her arrival at the gate, exiting the plane, and looking for me amongst the herd of other waiting friends and family. Finding me, she falls to her knees. But when? Will there be space for her to do this? Will she potentially be trampled? These are things I consider. But after I’ve moved with her to an open area, yet still within the public meeting area, I don’t need to worry about trampling or crowding. Instead, I wonder what might be going on in my own head. I might just smother her in hugs and kisses like all the nillas always do. Will I be able to feel my mastery in person during our first moments together, and subsequently act upon those feelings?

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against safe words

Posted in journal on May 5th, 2010 by Sir Zoomer

The following is written by My precious slave, July 8, 2009:

Safe words have a place in the BDSM community. They are there to protect primarily the submissive/slave and also the Master. Ensuring that safety comes first. However, this girl and her Master have strong views about safe words in T/their relationship. Quite simply, T/they don’t have a requirement or need to use them.

This may seem foolish or unnecessary. After all, it’s just a word, a fail safe. What harm can there be in having a safe word? Well, in a Master/slave relationship, where the very foundation is built upon trust and control, the use of a safe word surely just erodes any element of trust that has ever been built up. In a Dom/sub relationship, where some sort of rules of engagement or codes of conduct and contract may exist, a safe word seems to be acceptable. However, when a girl has become a slave and totally submitted herself to her Master, become collared, then surely she is giving over all of her control and trust to Him. Because retaining a safe-word is retaining some element of control on the part of the slave, it gives her ‘an out’. When, or if things become too hard or tough she can just shout out the word and everything stops. Then there is the other side to this, that the Dom/Master comes to rely on hearing the safe word as a way of reducing His responsibility and threshold, He can just let go because at the back of His mind He will have the thought that, “well, she can tolerate this because she always can use the safe word” – whereas, in fact, the Master should always be in control and totally aware of his girl’s body’s limits and capabilities.

Therefore, this girl and Master have made a very conscious decision that no safe word will be used or required. She trusts Him totally. He knows her like no other. She feels safe, yet she knows He will push her as far as He can. He will inflict pain. He will humiliate her, demean her, make her feel like an object, and use her, but throughout it all He will always be aware of her thresholds, and of the need to “bring her back” safely and carefully. She has no worry or doubt about this.

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/// (c) Master Zoomer 2010
/// “against safe words”
/// May 5, 2010
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treasured property

Posted in journal on May 1st, 2010 by Sir Zoomer

Dom Depot is where you get that good kinky industrial stuff. Costco is not so erotic. However, today was a special day for the warehouse grocery store, as your Master has found something special to buy. I want to be prepared for when you arrive, and previously had not found a cushion appropriate for you to have at the house, but I now have the perfect one. I wanted to pack it up and leave it in the garage for safe keeping, so I put it there right from the car and went to the house for a protective bag to pack it in.

Can something so benign be erotic with its handling? I feel that this cushion might be such a thing. It’s material will caress your bare skin, it’s contents will cradle your body. It’s design will make kneeling easier on your knees, and it’s padding will help the duration. With joy I purchased it, and with joy I cared for it, as I would care for the treatment of your very skin.

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The Reward

Posted in journal on April 29th, 2010 by Sir Zoomer

Making a girl suck cock is like being selfish. When a girl gives head, is she giving me a gift of some kind? What that implies is that it’s hers to give. It is to say I should be grateful that she’s now sucking me hard until I cum. I might just take it whenever I can get it, and that depends on when she wants to give it. So therefore, if I were to wish to be in control of this situation, it could mean I might need to manipulate or seduce her into performing such an act.

So does control have anything to do with getting the girl to blow me?

In a vanilla world, yes, but from that lens only.

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sustenance

Posted in story on April 28th, 2010 by Sir Zoomer

She kneels on her bed, with the computer propped up on the nightstand for me to see her. I tell her to tip the camera down farther so I can see the naked curve of her ass when she puts it in the air for me as she kneels. She puts her face into the mattress and I can see her spine curve up to her tailbone where her ass forms a heart shape.

She needs this. She needs to kneel to me like this because we have been apart for too long to wait until she is with me again. For her, kneeling is sustenance, it’s nourishment, it’s energy. She can’t go more than one day without imagining she’s at my feet worshiping me, her Master. She would be at my feet, kneeling in person if we weren’t an ocean and continent apart from each other right now.

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