Positively Owned
Written by My slave, 5 July 2009
She felt an urge to write again, funny but the desire isn’t there every day, but perhaps the more she does the more she will have a need to?! Also interesting that even though she is feeling unwell somehow the writing helps focus her, makes her feel better.
Master has been wonderful, oh gosh way way more than that, so many adjectives to describe Him! During her illness she feels Him close, feels His re-assurance and His love and his care. Master always makes her feel better just by His presence, He gives her great strength and she is grateful to Him for that. Sometimes she wishes she had the vocabulary and grammar to adequately describe just how powerful her feelings are for her Master. The point she is trying to make is that love is almost too difficult to verbalise. Its an emotion, a feeling, deep within oneself. All she now knows is that He is the centre of everything, He means the world to her, she worships and loves Him with a deep intensity and it just gets stronger and stronger. All of this is possible because of Him. Because of how He is. A Master who had the capacity to make her need and want to be more and more submissive, He drew something out of her, something that had always been there, He awakened that and this girl fell in love with Him. In doing so, HE has changed her life completely, never has she felt so good or positive about herself, she is completely happy.
The journey W/we are taking together is a wonderful one. Most recently she feels there has been some amazing leaps – just when she felt like her submission was full and true, she is surprised yet again. She has never felt her Master more powerful or in control of the reigns and it feels great! The balance in the relationship is where it needs to be and she is so very proud of Him.
Sometimes it was easy for her to ’slip out of her role’ to forget her place. Yet, now Master has truly brought her to her position, she feels her slavery like never before and oh my gosh does it feel fabulous. He has been more Masterful, taking control, giving her clear orders yet giving and allowing her some elements of control to enable her to bring back balance when needed. She is referring to Master giving her permission to kneel whenever she feels the need. This is just what she needs. The speech protocol too is much better, although there are times when it isn’t as easy but Master knows she tries as hard as she can and it makes her feel her slavery so very much.
She never forgets that she is owned by Master, yet today she was reminded heavily just before Master went to bed. He used this girl, not allowing her to touch herself, yet ensuring she was on display, legs spread wide whilst He taunted her (the best way to describe it!) by being naked and showing close ups of His gorgeous hard cock. Just typing this is making her wet again! She was desperate to touch herself or be able to suck His cock, anything but Master was resistant to her pleas and begging, and the more he denied the wetter she became and the harder He became. There came a point where she really did think that He wouldn’t allow her to cum or touch herself before bed, but even though she cried (through frustration she thinks!) she was happy to see her Master cum – He is her priority and that’s all that is important. So, when Master said it was the girl’s turn, woohooo! it didn’t take long, ha. The whole experience was new to U/us and was very memorable and very hot!
This girl considers herself so lucky to be owned by such a Master and she will do all she can to ensure that Master continues to feel this girl’s slavery so that in turn He can feel His position and continue to be the wonderful Master that He truly is. It’s a constant learning process and this girl will endeavour to be the best she can be for Him.
She is watching Him sleep, she is content and now tired too.
xoxo
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/// © Master Zoomer
/// “Positively Owned”
/// June 14, 2010
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