slave to love
Here is her unedited email to Me from July 7, 2009:
Caring, love, tenderness, warmth, compassion – all words that perhaps those in the vanilla world wouldn’t necessarily attribute to a BDSM lifestyle. They think it’s all about whips, ropes, hard fucking and so on. Well, yes, just because a slave and Master thrive on some of that and perhaps more does not mean that such a relationship is devoid of the capacity to empathise and care. This girl’s experience is that the relationship with her Master is a complex one but at the very heart of it is pure love.
In the end it is all that matters, no problem is ever insurmountable when the foundation is love. Now this may sound all flowery and vanilla and it’s not. Master is a true Master in every sense of the word! He comes first, literally and figuratively. Hehe. His slave girl is ever more aware of her position, of being owned by Him. She is made to feel this by His wonderful words and His commands. Most recently their relationship has developed and He has used her and made her feel used. Commanding, not requesting, that she display her pussy to Him, being explicit in His instructions, telling her exactly how to hold her pussy lips open for Him, how to angle the cam, how to touch her clit. He is authoritative, just as a good Dom should be, impatient at times and commanding and she jumps when He is like this and she revels in it. Sure, there was some initial resistance within her at opening herself up to Him, but it was fleeting and the more He commands it the more at ease she is. Besides, she could never deny Him, not now, not ever, she is His, owned and His to do with as He pleases. She loves and needs that, it’s what feeds her. To hear those words from His lips ’she is such a good girl’ is like nectar to her.
She needs the affirmation that she is a good girl, that she pleases Him and she is very lucky that her Master tells her and re-assures her frequently – it guarantees to make her instantly wet!
So, like all good slaves, she craves to please and can’t wait to be well and fighting fit again. Her need to kneel is calling so strongly to her. In fact, it was so strong she would have attempted it today and Master realised that but he stopped her. As much as He needs to feel her slavery He cares deeply for her health and well being and this goes back to the very beginning of this writing, about care and compassion. Her Master’s love and concern are what get her through the dark, hard, painful days for only He can give her solace. She read somewhere once that “love is the ultimate cure and in a sense the only one” and how true that feels!
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/// (c) Master Zoomer 2010
/// “slave to love”
/// May 9, 2010
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