The Reward
Making a girl suck cock is like being selfish. When a girl gives head, is she giving me a gift of some kind? What that implies is that it’s hers to give. It is to say I should be grateful that she’s now sucking me hard until I cum. I might just take it whenever I can get it, and that depends on when she wants to give it. So therefore, if I were to wish to be in control of this situation, it could mean I might need to manipulate or seduce her into performing such an act.
So does control have anything to do with getting the girl to blow me?
In a vanilla world, yes, but from that lens only.
I think the presumed control encompasses the entire evening, and if I’ve done everything right, my date will be in front of me on the floor sucking my cock as I recline on her couch with her head in my hands, while I act like I’m controlling her movement with fists of hair. So before then, this clip repeats in my head throughout the night, providing me with an objective goal best reached earlier than later. My act all night would be to keep her from realizing that this is the only thing I’m thinking. Well, clearly I am also thinking of part two, when we’d move from the couch to her bed, but the point is to keep her engaged in witty banter and teasing, until the talking finally ceases, and by which time, as I typically imagine, she has loved what I’ve said so very much that she now wants to have a taste of what’s in my pants, and soon is not soon enough.
Not in My world. My world is something different. That description was imaginary on so many levels.
My slave was vanilla when we met. At the time, she might have fallen into the camp holding the view that blowjobs are the reason girls get attention from guys, oh, among other things I’m sure. But she thinks of it as something she’s got that he wants. She’s got the mouth for this. If guys could suck themselves off, then the human population would have died off eons ago. Of course, the girl might love cock and crave giving head just the same. But only slutty and dirty girls want that, right? Certainly my girl wasn’t a bad girl, she was a good girl!
Whatever mental training I might have done with her, and whatever paradigm shift she’d have needed to make, I took control of her thinking and guided her reasoning. I think what she writes here is reflective of what I’ve taught her and prompted her to think. At first she maybe didn’t think that sucking my cock would be a reward. But after all, my cock is what I offer for her to suck, and if she wants to suck it, I’d have to allow it. She could refuse to suck it, but why the heck would that ever happen?
None of this is sneaky or suspiciously selfish. No one told her that cock is a reward for good behavior before I did, and when I introduced the concept, she ate it up! (hehe sorry.)
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Here is her unedited email to me from March 31, 2010:
Master
Your cock…
she worships it, she adores it, Your slave loves Your cock.
she has a huge smile on her face and a wet tingly pussy as she writes this, she is in her zone and feels delicious.
The mere hint that on screen sometimes You may allow her to see it and watch is just blissful, like allowing a cat a bowlful of cream! Being allowed Master’s cock as a reward or treat at first seemed odd but now it’s pure and all mixed up in a whole bag of just being Your slave and at one with You, serving You.
Your cock is at the centre for me, it holds Your power, yet it holds soothing and calm – through it i can offer You myself. She sees it as offering herself to Your cock, pleasing You through it. In doing so she feeds on the feeling, the love, the enjoyment, the sheer pleasure sucking, taking You inside – You allow Your slave to do this, giving the trust over to her. Watching Master cum, hearing that Your slave has been able to do this feeds her over and over like a drug and she wants more and more – she wants Your cock, to taste it, touch it, feel it, see it. She knows it’s a reward, a gift and she treasures that, thank You Master…
Then the moment You cum hard and fill me with it…another gift.
Master, Your slave is ready, June can’t come quick enough, she is ready, she knows that she may need training but You know that she will always work hard to perfection.
I love You so very much
xoxoxoxoxo
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/// (c) Master Zoomer
/// “The Reward”
/// April 29, 2010
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